MY STORY…Why I Became A Teacher

National Teacher Appreciation week has filled my blog stream with all kinds of stories about teachers!  Some stories have been about why they became teachers, others have been about what they learned from the teachers they had and some have been thanked the educators that have inspired them.  Reading them made me smile.  We don’t just touch our students but we have the chance everyday to impact and inspire future educators and each other…but these posts also got me thinking.  I have never shared my story.  I have never shared why I became a teacher.  Here is my story.

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I was so very proud to earn it.  That neon orange vinyl belt that went over my shoulder, around my waist.  It clipped in the front and held my silver badge. I was a patrol.  My first job as a patrol was to hold the stop sign as kids crossed the street (of what I recall was a pretty busy road) then higher powers realized it probably wasn’t a good idea for a kid to do that and an adult replaced us.  So then I was given bus duty.  My job was to monitor students getting off the bus and make sure they went to their classes.  One day that bus came.  It was the bus with the students in the special education classes.  ThMy Story: Why I Became a Teacherey were students with significant disabilities (what I would now describe as significantly cognitively impaired and significantly autistic students).   I was curious and than eager to help.  So everyday I looked forward to an opportunity to assist with getting those students to and from the bus to their classroom (in a mobile classroom, not attached to our school, away from our school and  in no way integrated…I know but it was how it was). Throughout the school year my eagerness to help quickly grew into a fondness, a curiosity and a desire to learn and do more with this teacher and her students.  So when the school year ended I decided  (I must have talked to the teacher about this all on my own.  I don’t even remember how it all came together) I wanted to do more.  That summer I came  back to school everyday during those student’s summer school and helped.  Each morning of those weeks I woke up early, got on my bike and rode it to my elementary school (yes, the ride was uphill and it was a heck of a hill).  I remember watching her, studying her and falling in love with being a teacher that summer.  It was in those moments of that summer that I knew I wanted to be a teacher.

It was that summer that I discovered what I was made to do. Continue reading “MY STORY…Why I Became A Teacher”

Stigma Fighters: Especially You

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I picked up my phone and checked my Twitter feed.  It was a private message.

“Hmmmmm I wonder who it is?” I thought.

I clicked it open and saw a kind message from a stranger asking me if I could share a message she was trying to spread.  I clicked on the link, wanting to look into it more before I put my name on a tweet for her.  The link took me to her Fund Dreamer site.  This woman, Sara Fader , is campaigning to raise money.  She wanted  her online series  about real people living with mental illness to  become more than just a place to swap stories. She wanted it to be what it was… a community of like-minded individuals. As a 501C3 non-profit organization Stigma Fighters would be able to take the next step in fighting this illness and supporting people that live with it.

I paused.  How did she know about me.  How did she know about my story?  How did she know about my mom? Did she even know about any of it or was she just trying to get her message out and was asking all her followers for help.  Like most of these moments online I wasn’t sure if I should trust that her message was honest or just click delete and get on with my day.

I started to type.

I started to cry.

I started to cry harder.

I knew in that instant that it was time for me to write about her again. So when Sarah asked me to share my story I knew I had to say yes.

Stigma Fighters

Today I am proudly over at Stigma Fighters sharing my story of love to honor my mother, to honor the strength of my family,  to share about my struggle and to give a more powerful voice to those who struggle with mental illness everyday.  I hope you will head over there and let me share my story Especially Love on Stigma Fighters.